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Friday, February 21, 2014

A Personal Take On Pantheism by artist Annika Garratt aka The Sea Priestess...



I had been a pantheist for a long time without knowing it. What I mean is, I had a pantheistic worldview, but I didn't know the word 'pantheist' existed. 

As a small child, my only experience of religion was during school assemblies when the teachers would tell us Bible stories to illustrate moral problems.

I imagined this 'god' person they were talking about as an old man in the clouds, he had a long white beard and a tall wooden staff, kind of like a wizard. Then I imagined another figure people talked about, 'mother nature' as a beautiful woman with long flowing brown hair and a long green and blue dress.

My parents didn't tend to talk about religion or philosophy with me, but we would talk about science, nature and the universe. I thought of the world around me as very much alive, and I would talk to the trees and treat them as my friends. I would also make little 'fairy clothes' out of petals and leaves and leave them out on the door step for 'fairies' to collect.

At school in Sweden, I was taught about the Norse gods and the Vikings, but these seemed to be stories of things that happened a long time ago and not something I could relate to at the time.

I knew that, for me, the special places were quiet wooded areas where I could watch the squirrels scurrying around. I loved to climb trees, and there was a particular circle of trees that I thought of as a 'temple'. 


It occurred to me, when I was about 8 or 9, that I could create my own religion. I already had a temple, but what was it that I worshiped? I decided that the name for my god would be 'Alla' which is Swedish for 'All'. The Greek for 'All' is 'Pan', and so pantheism is the belief in a god who is all.

I didn't come across the word 'pantheism' until several years later when I was in my early teens. I was trying to get my head around polytheism, and I wasn't sure what exactly a god was, but I had this sense of the universe as a whole being a living god. 

This was not the sort of god that had a face or a character or personality. It was the sort of god which you felt to be a wholeness, of which you are part. I often describe it as a physical body, which we call the universe, and within the universe, we are all the tiny cells in that body, which live and die within that body, constantly recycled. 

I would question, what is outside the universe? Is that where heaven is? Somewhere beyond the bounds of the universe? And then what is beyond the bounds of heaven? Something else? But then I realized, the universe is called 'uni' because it is all that exists, as a whole. Nothing is outside or beyond the universe, because it is totally boundless.

Everything is included in the universe. We ourselves are not separate from the universe. We don't 'come into this world' when we are born. Rather, we 'come out' like a flower comes out of a bud, and the universe is the infinite tree which blooms our lives.


Many years later, in my mid twenties, I came across the philosophical speaker Alan Watts. He really helped verbalize some of these feelings I had of mystical oneness with all that exists.

The Standford Encyclopedia of Philosophy describes pantheism as "the belief that every existing entity is, only one Being; and that all other forms of reality are either modes (or appearances) of it or identical with it.”

Albert Einstein produced the following quote about pantheism...

"A human being is part of the whole called by us universe... 

We experience ourselves, our thoughts and feelings as something separate from the rest. A kind of optical delusion of consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. 

Our task must be to free ourselves from the prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty. 

The true value of a human being is determined by the measure and the sense in which they have obtained liberation from the self."

This 'liberation from the self' is something that took me a long time to understand. It was when I was going through a period of depression that I came to truly appreciate what this means. I had terrifying moments where I lost my will to live and I truly wanted to give up existing. I no longer feared death like I used to.

As a child, the idea of dying was petrifying to me because I didn't understand what would happen to 'me' and my individuality as a person.

As I grew up, I started to realize that the little 'me' that I had been trying to understand and express, was just a blossom on a tree, but the bigger 'me' was the tree itself. Blossoms fade and whither, but the tree keeps on going. 

I had grown out of a childish understanding that the whole world revolves around me and realized that the whole world actually is me. It's a self which doesn't have a face or a character or a personality. It's an infinite being with an all-pervasive consciousness.


The consciousness of every flower, every beetle, every tree and squirrel, every human and dog, is the consciousness of that one great being which we call universe. Zeno of Citium explained it thus...

"No part can be sentient where the whole is not sentient; parts of the cosmos are sentient, therefore the cosmos is sentient."

In my opinion, this pantheistic sense of god is the same god that all the religions of the world worship. Mohandas Gandhi explained it like this...

"Everyone has faith in God though everyone does not know it. For everyone has faith in himself and that multiplied to the nth degree is God. The sum total of all that lives is God. We may not be God, but we are of God, even as a little drop of water is of the ocean." 

And you needn't use the word 'god' at all, you can just call it 'universe', 'the cosmos', 'the all'. Labels are just sign posts which point toward the thing we're talking about, so if you feel a certain word describes what you're talking about more accurately than 'god' then go with what makes the most sense to you.

The word 'pantheism' was, as far as we can tell, invented by the English mathematician Joseph Raphson.

He referred to 'pantheismus' as the belief in an all-containing and all-penetrating impersonal god, which he called 'pantheos' meaning 'all-god' or the god which is all. Raphson called followers of this view 'pantheists' because they believe in "a certain universal substance, material as well as intelligent, that fashions all things that exist out of its own essence."

The Irish philosopher John Toland described this as...

"The power and energy of All, which has created all and which governs all...is God, which you may call Spirit and Soul of the Universe. This is why the Socratic Associates have been called pantheists, because according to them this soul cannot be separated from the Universe itself."

I don't like to get too bogged down by labels, because when they aren't properly explained they can easily be misleading or confusing.

What is important to me is the experience of oneness, which Romain Rolland called 'the oceanic feeling'. According to Rolland, this feeling is the source of all religious energy which permeates various religious systems...

It is a sensation of an indissoluble bond, as of being connected with the external world in its integral form...

It is an experience of union and wholeness, of being in love, of empathy and compassion for all that is...

This is what I call 'enlightenment' and it's something we tend to forget about in every day life when we are distracted by superficial things, but every now and then we wake up and remember who we really are.



Annika Garratt is an artist, vlogger & kickass witch living & creating in the UK & all over the internet! You can find more of her thoughtful musings on life & spirituality at The Sea Priestess.

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8 comments:

  1. Merry Meet!

    Thanks, I am a pantheist too!

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  2. I was sent this by a friend. What a fantastic explanation of Pantheism. :-) I was lucky. I was told what I was. LOL It was in junior school and I was 11. My teacher warned me that I was "in danger of being a Pantheist." I went home and looked it up in my dad's dictionary and was thrilled and relieved to find myself.

    Funny, I wrote a bit about that on my blog, but never have I thought to describe this core root - the Pantheism angle. I must go think about that!

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    1. Welcome Michelle!!! That is an awesome way to find out... Danger! LOL. Love your curiosity & that you had that sense of rebellious knowing at such a young age. NAMASTE :O)

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  3. Blessed, may you all, always be! O x Syker :)

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    1. Syker's on my blog! I feel like I just received a very special house guest. MUCH LOVE to you, my friend. -xo

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  4. I'm toying with the label, but the theist portion gives people the idea that you're a theist and that's what holds me back...I'm not a theist. I know that the universe, physical and non physical, is consciousness and One, but I don't see that as 'god'. God and theist are such charged words that give the impression that you believe in a god, worship it, etc... despite the awesome dictionary definition "the belief that every existing entity is, only one Being; and that all other forms of reality are either modes (or appearances) of it or identical with it.”
    I love that but no one I talk to would gather this from the label.Are there any other labels out there for non theists?
    much love,
    Willow

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    1. That's fair! You might really enjoy The Tao. I do. Wayne Dyer's book Change Your Thoughts Change You Life (deceptive title) breaks down The Tao in a very simple, practical way. It's great to do as a daily devotional. MUCH LOVE to you, Willow. -xo

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